Sometimes it’s so hard interning for a company, that you know is doing well and has great potential to being well on it’s way to a big Jewelry line and you’re not getting paid. More so, when your family is struggling just to pay bills and help each other out.
Sometimes (Often Lately) I feel as if I am never going to get out of here and make my dreams come true. It just gets me…. I am learning the ins and outs of the business and have even sparked interest in some top designers and companies on my twitter account, who are now following me just because I am a blogger and the assistant at this company. I mean am I doing something right? am I slowly getting there and I don’t realize it?
I honestly believe I am… I feel as if all my friends have left me and I know for a fact! most of my family is waiting for me to fail. I just feel alone in this journey for success. It seems as if I am not doing the right thing and makes me feel as if it will never happen. No one said this was going to be easy and that’s how I know I could be well on my way. Look at most celebrities that have started out in their careers… they all felt as if they were alone at one point on their journey to fame.
Life is just killing me right now….this feels like it will never end. I am trying my best to just hang on and see the brighter side of things but, how long will this last? in the end if things continue on this way I will have to be forced to find some minimum wage paying job, intern for this company, baby sit my sister in the mornings, and continue to look for projects (in hopes a company takes our offer) that my friends firm can take on and pay me my commission.
I really hope things turn around soon.
Struggles
